Anticipation of Father's Day

So, i was wrong. michael ended up going to the er today. his throat was hurting so badly, he was crying last night. it was very swollen. i talked him into finally going. he was dehydrated, i guess b/c it hurt so badly to swallow. they kept him for an hour to give him iv fluids. they gave him some medication for the vomitting and diareah (sp) and now he is sleeping pretty well. (i assume this b/c he is snoring fairly loudly!) anyways, if y'all could pray for him. i was really looking forward to celebrating father's day and his new job. but, we'll be waiting for another day to celebrate as his body heals. i really need some prayers sent up b/c i'm so drained! i've been so close to losing it and yelling at everyone. i haven't yelled at kassidy, which is good, b/c she can't reason things out like michael can. but i feel really bad for yelling at michael when he is so sick. this is just such a struggle. i hope it all ends soon. i'm not doing so well patiently waiting for it to go away. i hope he feels better by monday. for his interview w/the superintendent and since he has to go to class. i wish i could go for him. thanks for listening to me gripe. please just pray for strength. god's the only way i'll get through, i know. maybe i'm just trying too hard to lean on myself. it's only at breaking that i call on him and that's not the way it should be. anywho, i've got to go nap while doodle is sleeping. plus, i need to spend some time with god.

thanks again for your prayers and for reading all my complaining. i love you all dearly, and i'll be glad when i have more exciting stuff to write about.