so sorry

okay, having our computer in another room doesn't work for keeping this updated. i guess i got so used to it that when it moved, it went out of sight out of mind. i was kinda addicted to the whole blog thing, now i can't remember it. geesh!

well, i did it, i went to my doula training. i loved it, loved it, loved it. i'm working on the next steps. it's getting easier to throw myself out there and tell people what i do, hoping that word of mouth will bring clients. for those special friends of mine, i will travel if ya want. i'd be so honored to be any of your doula. now, i have to finish my reading and do 3 births totaling 24hrs. then i sumbit my certification and viola!

as far as everything else, i joined curves today. it was really hard to walk through that door. it meant me admitting that i needed help. but it felt so good to leave and know i had worked out and done well. we started really potty training today as well. she went lots of times, but she's a little confused about how to hold it and leaks a little bit quite often. we're working on it. buddy is getting huge and too temperamental. he pees on my floor when he's mad at us for leaving him or something. he loves to play fetch, for hours. he has several friends in the hood now and they come to play with him in his area, since he's chained and they're not. he loves them. michael has been busy with several youth things. we're still getting used to the church and vice versa. we're still stuck in the plans already made and what we want to do with them. but they are growing slowly, but surely. i have a solo in the christmas cantata. not a huge deal, but i'm excited. i'm also playing some flute parts. nothing else really important is worth mentioning in this rare blog. i'll be starting traction soon for my neck problem. i'm really hopeful that this will put an end to the daily headaches, neck and back aches. it'll be nice to feel good again. i'm not sure when it left, but it did. i just got used to it and assumed that everyone felt this way, but if i look at my daily routine, it really shows how much i've changed to accomodate how i feel.

okay, so doodle is really tired and needs to go to bed early. (by the way, she's so smart! the smartest little girl i know at this age. everything gets tucked into her little/big brain and eventually released.) but i need to stop writing so i can go help put her to bed. very whiny, she is. love you guys and i'm coming back so i can read about your lives. i've missed you so much. i feel like i fell off the planet. bardstown is this hole that i got sucked into and lost contact with everyone. thanks for bearing with me.